I’ve been a naughty girl. After realizing how addicted I am to my computer, I figured out the boyfriends password on his laptop this morning. *evil grin*
These past few days have been amazing. I needed a vacation and I finally left on Saturday morning to come visit Jon in Missouri. The flight I can’t complain about. The plane was rather small and I passed out for about 1 1/2 out of my 2 hours flight. I finally got to the airport and I didn’t see him at first. I went and retrieved my luggage and waited around 6 minutes before I found him. (Due to my impatience, I was a little peeved he wasn’t there to greet me but that immediately went away when I saw him) I was flabberghasted. I haven’t seen him in 2 1/2 months and I couldn’t help but give him the biggest hug. I didn’t want to let go! Suprisingly he also bought me a rose. I’ve never received one before and the gesture completely shocked me.
We decided to spend the day in St. Louis and left the airport to go exploring. We eventually found a White Castle.(And not caring that I swore off meat again 3 weeks earlier I just had to have one of their cheeseburgers!) So we ate and then drove around some more. We ultimately got lost half the day and we called his friend Terra for help since she lives there. After getting lost some more due to slightly difficult directions (and even more difficult highways) we finally found a mall to go to. We looked around a bit and finally went to the movies to go see Paranormal Activity. What a scary movie!(Poor baby got no sleep that night because I was tossing and turning from that movie.) We then went and got my birthday gift (All the girls at work said I should get a ring..pssh..I got an Xbox.) and started the long drive back to his hotel in St. Roberts but we started drifting asleep so we found a hotel to stay at and resumed the drive back the next day. 2 1/2 hours later we finally got “home”.
Later that night he took me to Ruby Tuesday’s for dinner. (I wanted sushi but the sushi place was closed Sunday night.) Ate dinner, came home, placed some games and fell asleep. Monday night he did take me to sushi, a place called Kyoto. I order a Dragon Roll and a Crunchy Tuna Roll but somehow I think they wound up giving me a Shrimp Tempura Roll. Interesting. The sushi wasn’t that good. He did order cheesecake..or fried cheesecake, rather. That has to be the first time I’ve ever been turned off by cheesecake. Never again.
This has turned out to be such an amazing few days I don’t want to come home without him. But eh..when I do he’ll be back about 2 weeks later. Good times. 
I’m going to have to curb the drinking again.
There is a portion of my Saturday/Sunday morning that I do not remember.
I never used to black out drinking. Maybe that’s my body’s way of saying “STOP DOING THAT YOU HOSE BEAST”.
I wound up again doing things I shouldn’t have done.
Apparently gave Jon and all the old truckers around him a show.
At least I faired better than Rebekah. She blacked out and had the hangover of death chilling out with her all day Sunday.
*sigh*
1. Ever been given a ring?
No.
2. Longest Friendship?
I’d say Rebekah. We’ve been friends for about 12 years.
3. Last gift you gave?
I forget.
4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
It’s rare. I’m still crying over dropping my pda phone though.
5. Last sport played?
Football! Real football.
6. Things you spend a lot of money on:
Rent.
7. Three things you ate last:
Cheetos!
8. What you notice first about the opposite sex:
Eyes. They’re windows to the soul. 
9. One favorite song: “You’re So Last Summer” by Taking Back Sunday.
10. Where do you live?: NorVa.
11. High school you attend(ed): Homeschooled,ftw!
12. Cell phone service provider: T-mobile.
13. Favorite mall store: I love all of the stores.
14. Longest Job held: Dance Instructor. I’ve been doing it for 6 years now.
15. Do you own a pair of dice: Nope.
16. Do you prank call people: Sometimes if I’m feeling saucy.
17. Last wedding attended: I don’t remember.
18. First friend you call if you won the lottery: I’d call my boyfriend and take him to Outback.
19. Last time you attended church: A few weeks ago.
20. Favorite fast food restaurant: Pollo Loco
21. Biggest lie you’ve heard: “I trust you”.
22. Where do you work?: NCO Financial and Lakewood Dance and Music Center.
23. Where do you go to college?: Tidewater Community College for now.
24. Can you cook?: yes
25. What kinda car do you drive?: Buick Skylark 97
26. Best kisser?: My boyfriend.
27. Last time you cried?: A month or so ago.
28. Most hated food: Okra.
29. Thing you like most about yourself: I can make the most out of any situation.
30. Thing you hate most about yourself: I’m a textbook self-loather.
31. Have a secret you can’t tell?: No. Any secret I had I’ve told.
32. Longest work shift worked: 12 hours. Ridiculous.
33. Favorite Movie?: Too many to choose.
34. Can you sing?: Kind of.
35. Last concert attended: Incubus! Brandon Boyd. *sigh*
36. Favorite Restaurant: Outback.
37. Last movie rented: I don’t remember.
38. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Anything fruity.
39. Thing you never leave home without: My wallet.
40. Immediate vacation spot: NYC.
41. Reason you did this survey? I’m addicted to them.
October has been a crazy month already and it’s not even halfway through.
Work has been crappy. We have a new supervisor whom I’m convinced is on a power trip. She has a snarky attitude about most things and is extremely annoying. Two Saturdays ago I was late for work. I realize I came to work late and would be receiving a 1/2 of an occurance for it. But then I was 1 minute late from clocking into my system from my break and she gave me another 1/2 of an occurance. The interesting part about this was, had I not even come in (because we were over in hours) I woudn’t have even gotten an occurance in the first place! Especially since on a normal work week when we’re not going to be over in hours I would have only received a 1/2 of an occurance. Which essentially equates to 2 days that I could normally miss from work.
Then at the beginning of this week Tracy from HR came around my supervisors cubicle with the security guard and started complaining about how someone took her expensive T-mobile G1 off of her desk. I understand why she would be pissed, however, my work has a NO CELL PHONE POLICY. Which obviously applies to everyone else but Carrie(the manager of my building) If they even see our cell phone on our desk we can be written up for it. Hell, I’ve seen people get fired for their cell phones being out. Plus, she’s been there long enough to know that a lot of people at my job are shady. So the fact that she would leave her cell phone out is her fault. And she seemed cheery today so I’m thinking(and the rest of the building as well) thought she may have misplaced it. The bad part about that situation was that all the supervisors, after their pow wow, had a “desk inspection”. Not once in the past year that I’ve been there have they ever done that. And supposedly they wanted to do bag inspections but can’t because that would be illegal.
So aside from the fact that My current job sucks (not dance. I love that one and I wish I could work at Lakewood permanently.) I went to go to Fed Ex yesterday with my friend Jessica to apply as a package handler. It’s the same thing my boyfriend does but at a different company. I told her we shouldn’t wait until yesterday to do it but it was the only time she was free. So we went down there and online they said they we had to apply in person. Tried to apply in person and the woman said we could apply online. So feeling like we got the runaround we gave up. Especially since the listing wasn’t there anymore. So I’m going to wait.
Hopefully something will open up that will accomodate my schedule and give me the kind of pay I deserve.
I got an e-mail stating that I unlocked an achievement.
I giggled because this reminded me of how I started playing WoW.
Yes..I’ve succumbed to peer pressure, buckled down, and downloaded a game that is so powerful it could literally blow up my computer. (I say that with all humor and seriousness in the same light. My computer can only do one thing at a time because it’s so outdated..by 3 years. Amazing huh?)
And also because I prefer to:
a) Don’t knock anything until I try it.
b)Try everything at least once.
(And for b, I’m still working on eating the baby octopus’ at the sushi buffet. One day I’ll be ballsy enough to try them. I will. Trust.)
So I started playing oh..last Thursday and I can honestly say I understand why people get so addicted to it. There’s too much stuff to do! So many quests, so many things to kill, groups to form etc. I just recently discovered that joining a group would be good. I can’t wait to start playing.
As soon as my boyfriend gets off his damn phone.
I think I am depressed.
Heavy emphasis on the think. It’s been awhile since I’ve felt like I don’t care about anything. I’ve just retained a lackadaisical attitude about everything. The only thing I care about at the moment is dance but that’s only because I desire to lose 40 lbs. (Honestly I’d probably look hella weird if I lost that much weight but meh.)
It’s definitely different than the last time. It’s not that serious but eh. I think I am. Again. Lame.
I actually got a verbal warning at work for my attendance. I can honestly say that they looked at me and asked me things like “Why are you late?” and “What are you going to do to change it?” . I really wanted to tell them that I couldn’t give a damn, because the gas that I put into my car doesn’t even cover me sitting there. That and the fact that my job is crap, the pay is crap, and the environment itself is unfair since the managers love to write you up for not obeying the rules but they can’t follow them like everyone else because they now have sonme sense of authority.
But I can’t do that.
I think that’s what irritates me the most at my job.
Example: This morning I was sitting at my desk rarther irritated because some girl decided to yell/curse/etc at me because she can’t pay her bill and wouldn’t let me get a word in edgewise. When I told her to stop cursing at me she hung up. I really wanted to tell her to commit suicide..but..I digress. Anyways, one of the ladies who..well I don’t don’t know what she does. But she has to be a supervisor/office person/etc. because whips out her cell phone and starts texting someone. And then says “Oh well I was texting her but she’s standing right in front of me!” .
Why was I irritated? Because my company has a NO CELL PHONE policy plastered all over the walls. It states that you may get a form of disciplinary action if you are caught with it. I’ve seen people get on write ups for simply putting their phone in their back pocket. Buit, because it was out, that’s why they were written u.
But because the manager of the building is married to the boss all of her friends and supervisors are allowed to do as they please. I have half a mind to write corporate a letter pointing out all the faux pas there.
I think I’ll just wait until I find another means of employment.
what do you want for your birthday?
To see my boyfriend. Really..that’s all I want.
what were you doing at 10 o clock this morning?
Working.
Do you believe in karma?
Yep.
could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
No. If one of them did, well..I hope the cops are on speed dial.
do you currently have a hickey?
No.
what would you do if you walked in on your best friend having sex?
Laugh and walk away.
have you ever dated someone because of their looks?
Not just because they’re pretty.
are you one of those Jonas Brother obbsessed people?
lol. I’ll admit to liking the middle Jonas.
do you know anybody with a genital piercing?
Drew M.
do any of your friends have tounge rings?
No.
what kind of shoes did you wear today?
My converse.
what jewelry are you wearing?
Bellybutton ring and earrings.
how is your hair styled right now?
It’s down.
do you know anyone that smokes weed?
A few people, actually. But that’s their bidness.
are your fingernails painted?
Yes, but they’re chipped.
do you have any plans for the day after tomorrow?
Thursday..just work.
do you have a good relationship with your parents?
For the most part.
how much cash do you have on you?
Some change in my wallet but that’s about it.
can you honestly say that at this point and time your happy with the way things are going ?
For the most part. If I can get a job that pays well and accommodates my life..that would make it great.
is there someone you don’t ever want to be out your life?
4 people.
did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
No. 
does someone like you right now?
Someone loves me right now.
is there a person that you can go to in sweats, hair a mess, and still feel comfy?
My boyfriend. Even though that’s a rarity because I’m obsessed with looking pretty all the time..but apparently I’m beautiful when I feel I’m at my worst.
Looking back in time did you ever waste your time on a certain boy or girl?
A year ago I probably would have said yes.
do you think age matters in relationships?
Only mentally.
what is the last non-alcoholic drink you had?
Water.
who is the first person you would call if you REALLY needed help?
Jon or Danielle.
what do you currently hear right now
Criminal Minds. I adore Dr. Reid!
have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person?
Yes. lol.
where was the last place you lied down other than your own bed?
My couch. It’s become my space since the boy left.
is there somebody in your life that you could not survive without?
A few people.
what are some things that always gets you through the day?
Oxygen and talking to my love.
does anyone of the opposite sex have the same name as you?
No. lol. That would be weird.
is there a boy/girl that you would do absolutely anything for?
Jon and my brother.
highlight of your day?
Talking to my love. I miss him terribly.
are there any posters in your room?
Monsieur Johnny Depp.
are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
I want both! Oh money..
what was the most stressful thing for you this week ?
Going to the DMV. I hate that place!
do kids in lower grades below you annoy you?
Not so much people in lower grades but some people the same age as me. I don’t understand why some people at 23/24 just graduated high school and are supposedly trying to get a nursing degree, and 3 kids later find out you’re pregnant with your 4th and you still haven’t figured it out.
are you a talkative person?
If I’m on subject I know a lot about.
what kind of neighborhood do you live in?
I live in a War Zone.
What do you want?
Money and to see my boyfriend.
Will you be one of those old people with 11 cats?
LOL. No. I will have one puppy who will probably be my bff.
have you ever been called beautiful?
Yes.
take your pick, cupcakes or muffins?
Cuppy cakes.
what happend last night?
Supposed to go out but I wound up talking to my boyfriend all night.
do you wish someone would call you?
Yes.
have you ever heard a young child swear?
You have no idea.
do you get jealous easily?
Sometimes. I’ve been good at curbing it as much as possible lately though.
what were you doing at ten last night?
Talking to Jon.
do you miss someone?
Yes.
first and middle name?
Jasmine and my middle name is NOYB.
do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yes.
have you ever dated two people at once?
No.
is there anything you are looking forward to at the moment?
Didn’t I answer this already?
so, what if you married and had kids with the last person you kissed?
LOL. Cue the first horseman of the Apocalypse.
would you rather watch football or baseball?
Soccer.
what color is your hair brush?
Blue.
do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Too much.
have you ever kissed someone with the same first initial as you?
Yes.
can money buy happiness?
Temporarily.
do you sleep with socks on?
No.
would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
Someone else.
last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?
Rebekah.
when’s the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
Last night.*snuggle*
So I come back from work from a much needed break on Wednesday and I come back to a lot of crap on my desk that wasn’t mine. I found a headset (which was from my boss so that I didn’t mind) but also found someone who left their pictures and fruit punch bottle (gross. I would never drink that) and a note on my super awesome Nightmare Before Christmas sticky notes that said “Clean up” in purple ink.
STOP RIGHT THERE.
Someone actually had the nerve to use my desk, leave their nasty concentrated fruit punch drink bottle, leave pictures of children that obviously are not mine and then leave me a message on MY sticky notes that aren’t mine, and the icing on the cake..leave a PRINGLE CAN IN MY DESK and have the nerve, the gall to tell me to clean up? Who would do such a STUPID thing?
And then when my monitor came on who had forgot to log out of my computer? RAQUITA. (And I’m going to use her name because I believe the entire world should be warned of this twit.) Which pissed me off royally since this bitch steals pens from my desk on a constant basis and also left a mess on MY DESK and then had the nerve to tell me to clean up.
REALLY?
So I left a message that said:
“If it’s too messy for you, don’t sit here.”
She then comes in to work which already made me annoyed since I cannot stand her existence and sat down in the desk next to me. After awhile when everyone left she looks at me and said “Jasmine, there were tons of bugs near your desk”. So then I asked her “Well, if I don’t drink sugary drinks nor eat food in/out/around my desk, how did I magically get bugs around my desk?” to which she replied “I don’t know. But I cleaned up over there”. And then only thing I could do is laugh at her assumption that I’m dirty.
Logically, I shouldn’t have bugs around my desk. But let’s take this..
Raquita and her cousin sit next to me. They both drink sugary drinks which they leave open everyday, eat chips and all sorts of candy which they leave inside their desks (and mine since I come into work and there are crumbs and grains of sugar everywhere) and then you have the nerve to sit there and accuse me of being dirty? If I did have bugs at my desk, it’s not because of anything I did.
So afterwards the only thing I could do is laugh because she’s a two-faced idiot who can’t put two + two together. And I heard her whisper to a co-worker about me and then have the nerve to say outloud “You know..you leave for 4 days and leave your stuff a mess”.. and the only thing I could think of was.. “YOU LEFT A DAMN PRINGLE CONTAINER IN MY DESK YOU IDIOT”.
There’s a part of me that really wanted to do this:
But I’ll take the high road and laugh at her ignorance since she’ll be on welfare for the rest of her life ripping off the government while I move on to better things than to deal with low rent mealy mouthed idiots.
Would your mom care if she found condoms in your room?
No. I’m sure she knows what goes on by now.
Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
I wouldn’t even answer it. I’m so annoyed with him right now.
Did you speak to your father today?
I did yesterday.
If you HAD to kiss someone right now, who would it be?
My boyfriend.
What do you think about the weather?
I don’t know..I haven’t looked outside lately.
Are you ticklish?
Ridiculously.
Who’s car were you in last?
Eli’s.
Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes.
How many people do you trust with everything?
No one.
What was the last thing you drank?
Water.
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn’t want to be with?
Yes.
Is there anyone you want to come see you?
I want to see my boyfriend.
Name one thing you love about winter?
It’s pretty outside.
When shower you start the water and then get in, or get in then start it?
Start the water and then get in.
Does anything on your body itch right now?
No.
Does every family have a crazy uncle?
I don’t.
Have you ever had sex in a tent?
No. But I want to.
What about in a boat?
No.
Have you ever dated a Goth?
No.
Can you fix your own car?
Some things.
Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yes.
What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Sleeping.
Does anyone call you babe or baby?
Yes.
How’s your most recent ex doing?
He’s fine. Working a lot.
Have you kissed the last person you texted?
No.
If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
Of course I would.
Would you kiss an ugly person for $1,000?
Yes..bad I know.
What’s the very first thing you do when you wake up?
Groan.
Do you always find it cute when a girl/guy calls you babe/baby?
As long as I’m seeing the person, yes.
What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11?
Wish!
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Justin.
What are you wearing on your feet?
Nothing.
Do you check your texts right away when you receive them?
Most of the time.
Have you ever searched for your house on Google Earth?
No.
You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction?
Cry!
Are you listening to music right now?
No.
Last time you texted your number one?
I don’t even bother texting him anymore. He loves me so he says.
Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
No.
What did you have for breakfast?
Nothing.
The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried really hard in front of them?
Once. Any other time he’s walked in on me crying.
Two days from now this time, where will you be?
Probably right here.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
Yes.
Do you believe your ex cares about you?
So he says.
Are you short?
I’m average.
Have you ever dyed your hair an unnatural color?
Yes.
Do you think your wasting your time on the person you like?
I’d like to think I’m not.
I miss my boyfriend.
He hasn’t been gone for even a month but I miss him terribly. It;’s so quiet in my house..I have no one to pick one! Maybe I wouldn’t be cut out for living alone.
He just told me last night he can’t afford a ticket for me to come see him next week. I’m really sad about that. I even moped around work this morning. (Janet suggested I was suicidal this morning..I had to inform her it’s not that serious. He’s not in Iraq. He’s in Missouri.) But even though it will annoy the Hell out of me it looks like I’m going to force myself to do some overtime at my crap job. Oh well. If the end result is me seeing my love for even just a weekend..I can deal with it.
Aside from the boyfriend issue..not too much else going on. Still haven’t received my birth certificate to resinstate my license which is pissing me off the longer I sit here. And once I leave the DMV, I’m going to go to the VA Beach police department and filing a complaint against the officer who is responsible for this. (Not that I don’t take responsibility for receiving the ticket. It was deserved but he didn’t give me a chance to explain why I was driving or that I was going to AAA that moment to get the car fixed and to top it all off he didn’t give me a ticket or tell me that I had to go to court. As a result..the bullshizz I’m going through now). So. That is all.
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