Selective Irreverance..

Immortals

Immortals

This movie is going to be so amazing. And I’m not just saying that because I’m a Cavill stan.

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Maybe I am. Just a little.

I’m excited to finally see a movie about Greek Mythology that includes the Gods. (Even though I liked Troy that’s the one thing about it that really ticked me off.) Hopefully this story of Theseus will be good.

Starting again.

I’ve decided to start blogging again

Of course I realize I say this every 6 months or so and then I forget or stop.

I’ll be consistent from now on.

It’s been awhile..

I haven’t blooged in almost a year.

It feels weird.

I don’t really have too much to say but.. hello again.

One..two..three..

They say bad things happen in 3′s. Well I hope life is done kicking me in the teeth  because I don’t know if I can take anymore.

I’ve managed to have my boyfriend break up with me, lost all of my dance classes except one due to “budget cuts”, and lose a promotion at my other job because my manager is besties with the girl she promoted, which also mean going back to work less than 20 hours a week.

My ex is fine with this breakup. Most of it he blames on me. While he sits on his computer every night verbally seducing girls over Yahoo! , I sit at home constantly wondering if things could be repaired or even if I want them to be repaired. It hurts. I’d love to just leave but I have nowhere to go. Supposedly he’s fine with us “just being friends” but somehow I don’t think friends still act like they’re dating. :/

Thanks to my boss being a huge “See you next Tuesday”, she cut everyone one of my classes with the exception of one due to “budget cuts”. Supposedly over a month ago we weren’t even going to lose any classes because the studio brought in money. Then 3 weeks later, she sends an e-mail stating that the city massively cut her budget. One of the other teachers on Saturday isn’t even teaching this summer and instead of letting me keep my classes she cut mine and let me take hers. Come to find out, I may not even be getting those classes back.

And alas, my retail job. I’d love it if it weren’t for my manager. No one started at the same level, nothing was fair. She brought in people she knew and gave them all the hours and I fought hard and long to be able to work close to the hours I was promised. Summer comes and all of her favorites stop calling out all the time and she decides that they’ve earned the hours they’re given. And all the while both of our assistant managers were out on injuries she promoted her favorite employee to a position that I was supposed to be given 3 months earlier. As long as she’s there I will not have a future in the company. So hopefully I get promoted to do NSO( which means travelling around the country setting up stores) otherwise I need another job.

I hope all the bad is over.  I’m hoping there’s nothing but good from here on out.

*sigh*

“You can love, perhaps for a year, a month, a day, even for an hour . . . and in that hour, I do believe you love as well and deeply as any man. But after that hour, you love not. You love another and then another. Your love is most generous where it is most hurtful.”

Stolen survey..

Will you have sexual intercourse within the next two weeks?
Hopefully.

Do you think your ex still wants to be with you?
Probably. He gave up a while ago but he is rather persistent.

Has a boyfriend/ girlfriend ever put alcohol/drugs before you?
No.

Do you honestly have feelings for someone at the moment?
Ridiculously.

Do you like when people call you things like “baby”, “sweetie”, “hun”, etc?
If it’s my significant other or close friends. Outsiders need not apply.

Let’s say you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
It’s not possible to have a baby with another female.

Will this Friday be a good one?
Let’s hope so. I get paid.

Do you believe that love lasts forever?
Sometimes.

What’s wrong with you right now?
Ha. Ha.

When will your next kiss be?
Whenever he decides he likes my face enough.

Who was the last person in bed with you?
Jon.

Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
I’ve been happier lately. Less stress.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
No. At least, I don’t believe so.

What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Trust.

Where do you wish you were right now?
Anywhere but here.

Is it okay to kiss people when you’re single?
Yes.

Have you ever broken anyone’s heart?
Don’t think so.

Tell the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
How disgustingly honest he is. He’s not afraid to tell you that you’re being stupid to your face. Plus he’s so silly.

Is there a person that will always have a place in your heart?
Yes. He will whether I want him to or not.

Does someone like you right now?
I hope so.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with B, H, E or J ?
Yes.

Are you and the last person you kissed in a relationship?
Yes.

Honestly, what’s on your mind?
Change.

When was the last time you kissed someone?
Today.

Is there a person that means a lot to you?
There’s a few people who mean a lot to me.

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
Yes.

If you married the last person that you texted what would your last name be?
If gay marriage were legal? Goldberg.

What’s the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
Stress.

Do you believe teenagers can be in love and stay in love?
Anything possible.

A little update..

Because I’ve been M.I.A. for a few months I just tho0ught I’d give you all an update.

Still at my current place of employment. I’m relatively happy there. I wish a few things would change but eh..what can you do. I’m still hoping sometime soon I’ll get a promotion and have my hard work recognized.

One day.

Me and the boyfriend have had a rocky few months. So much has happened I don’t know if it’s going to cripple us or make it better. Still waiting for the verdict on that one. I hate waiting to see how things will turn out.

The roommate situation is still pretty interesting. We’re not friends like we used to be but we’re trying to stay civil with each other. I’m still adjusting to this whole situation.  I wonder if I ever will.

Protected: Liar, if we’re keeping score.

Probably the smartest thing I’ve read in awhile.

“Don’t spend your time making someone a priority when they only think of you as their option”.

Protected: It’s over.